however, this is my blog...feel free not to read.
Theres just been so much around me, especially around the women i know and love.
alot of vulnerability, confusion when it comes to worth and the defining of it.
i dont know how to explain it all
but its heavy
i feel it in my heart, my stomach, my shoulders
its almost sickening
there is a spiritual battle going on with the women i know, which says alot because these are strong, wise women&young ladies who have hearts and desires to grow closer to Christ
and the enemy is not happy.
its terrifying &reassuring almost
dont get me wrong, nothing is reassuring about trials
but through these trials we get to a point where we grow closer to God
and also grow closer to the men and women we are called to be in this world
there is alot going on
and i feel as though sometimes i'm taken out of all thats happening when i get to APU
its like my own little paradise, my vacation away from home
Father, whatever it is thats going on
bring peace and reassurance Lord
Amen.
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