Its 2am.

And my mind is going a million miles an hour.

In a nut shell: I am so excited for the things to come.

God is doing werkkk.

There are so many things I have a desire to do..

My mom was asking me if I had finished my advice book for my hall...
My answer was no.
What am I waiting for ?! I need to finish it.

I Digress,
I have a desire to write a book for Pastor Daughters .... I just need to figure out what the whole topic or theme would be about. But life is a rough as a PK. It's a job just like being a pastor.

Anyway, today I came up with the title so I think that means this book must come into existence.
"Breakfast for Dinner on Sundays"
because on Sunday no one in my family eats breakfast... except maybe Zion.
We wake up, get dressed, go to church, let God work through all of the preparations we thought we were doing and then at the end of all realize how hungry we are!

So there it is, the title of my (future) book for Pastor Daughters
"Breakfast for Dinner on Sundays"

There are so many things I get sudden desires to do, if only the continuous motivation and time was just as passionate.

until next time,
yours truly.

Thoughts...

There is a world of difference in a woman who thinks she is beautiful and one that does not. They are found in what they say and don't say, how they walk and the way that they love or cannot love.

And so the dreams begin...

Last night I had a dream that it was the first day all of my residents arrived.
I remember it vividly, which is rare because usually I remember my dreams in pieces, or moments.
This one was so random! I couldn't even really tell you what we did in the beginning because it was just weird! But what I can say was, there was a lot of laughter.... a lot of smiles and even more HUGS. They hugged me! Right off the bat! (Trying not to be too excited because well, this was just a dream)

Anyway,
In the end of the dream after chatting with them and hanging out, they ended up going their separate ways to their rooms and what not. But as I was going into my own room, a girl said hello to me... I said hello back and proceeded to my room.

I can't get that girls face out of my head, therefore I feel like this means something.
Maybe I'm over analyzing but maybe I'm not. I just know I still have that girls face in my mind right now and I got to thinking...
Was she my resident and I totally ignored her?
Was she someone else's resident and was being ignored by her?

I am somewhat of a believer that dreams mean things, especially if we remember them.
Crazy?
Nope. God spoke to the disciples and phrophets in the bible all the time.
He did it then, you can be that he most definitely does it now.
However, I am not sure what he's speaking to me in this dream or if he's speaking to me at all.

I do know that at the end of the dream all of the girls had placed something that was theirs or would remind me of them on my bed.
I remember my dream self smiling.
and then I woke up...still smiling :)

In my morning read I was going through 1 Corinthians and came across this passage....

“I have the right to do anything,” you say—but not everything is beneficial. “I have the right to do anything”—but not everything is constructive.  No one should seek their own good, but the good of others." 1 Corinthians 10:23/24

Not sure how the two connect or if they connect at all... But
I am excited to see what God reveals!