Saturday, September 8, 2012

Hall Theme (3rd East) Authentically CREATED.

I was asked to share a poem about what it meant to be authentically yourself for all the women RA &this is what I came up with. The whole time I was writing this piece I thought of my hall, my residents, my girls, my prayer is that they would experience the reality of this in some way...
The very first definition of Created is this... "to cause to come into being, as something unique that would not naturally evolve or that is not made by ordinary processes." dictionary.com

 Here's the poem...


We read Psalm 139:14
And tattoo it on our hearts
Hoping that the pulsing and rushing of blood
Will somehow cause it to flow to the pocket in our brains where we tuck away
Everything we deem to be true
We look in the mirror and count every mole, freckle and misplaced dimple
We notice the places where we should paint on more makeup
We hide every aspect that we consider a flaw
An Error or inadequacy

I wish there was a mirror
That captured our souls in a frame
And highlighted every precious treasure that is found within it
That placed our hearts in a microscopic view
And forced us to analyze that beauty
Is not just appearance
In fact I would dare to say that beauty is not appearance at all
Because of how easily unpleasant actions or words can cover a face like an oil leak

Beauty is the very aspect of ourselves that we push aside
It is what we are passionate about and the way that we speak
It is in the way that we listen or how we embrace someone
Beauty should be something that we do
Weaving it into our lives on an everyday basis so much that it soon becomes who we are

And then maybe we will understand that we
Were not just made
Not transfigured or thrown together
We…. YOU were created
Sculpted from the very hands of the one who inhaled life into your lungs
And allowed you to breath
He didn’t need to rough draft in pencil or sketch lightly because he himself is made up of permanent perfection

Did you know that the little circles that make up your fingerprints
were carefully sown together just for your own identity
we spend so much time trying to "find ourselves”
When the one who orchestrates the music of our heart beat
 Has already painted it in ten different ways
And says this…
THIS is who you are: My child, My daughter
Maybe the mouth that I will speak through
The vessel I will use, The clay I will mold, Or the leader I will rise up
I have sown you together with authentic threads of how to love, to teach and to grow others
With how to selflessly give of yourself

I have created you to be you
And no one else
So boast in your originality
Dance in your unique qualities
And smile wide
Dimples, freckles and all
Be only aware of the skin you are coated in
But be cautious of the soul that sleeps inside of it
And give it the freedom to be all that it was destined to be
Beautiful, Priceless, and so wonderfully authentic


Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Tonight I had the opportunity to share poetry with over 200 girls, while wearing an over sized Christmas Onesie.

I am obsessed with life right now.